okeh...x tau ni pic saper...

but my dream baju for aka nikah is like this

simple n sopan gitu

baju nikah

siapalah aku ini

Siapalah aku ini...
ku hanya insan biasa

sedihnya hati
bila usaha tidak dihargai
bila jalan di hadapan gelap dan kelam

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Permudahkanlah segalanya untukku
Aku hambamu yang lemah Ya Allah
Jadikanlah ia penghapus utk dosa-dosaku
Lapangkanlah dadaku
Tenangkan hatiku
Kuatkan hatiku

Kaulah segalanya untukku
Kaulah segalanya yang aku ada

Aku akan kuat ya Allah
Pahalamu akan kucari Ya ALLAH
Demi cintaku pada Mu Ya ALLAH

Aku rindu padaMU

mecari keredhaan Allah

monday 24.01.2011

i can conclud today:
-hari yg plg down
-rasa mcm nk melompat/terjun dr tingkap

conclusion: i'm over stressed!

jad i utk menenangkan diri; here are some kata-kata hikmat for myself.

Sabda Baginda SAW dalam hadis lain pula, bermaksud, "Tidak ada sesuatu yang
menimpa seseorang Islam sama ada kepenatan, kesakitan, kesusahan memikirkan
perkara yang akan datang, kedukaan, sesuatu yang menyakiti, atau kesusahan
meningatkan apa yang telah berlaku - sehinggakan tikaman duri yang
mencucuknya - melainkan Allah hapuskan dengan sebabnya, sebahagian dari
dosa-dosanya." (Hadis riwayat Bukhari, Abu Sa'id al-Khudri dan Abu Hurairah
r.a.)

APABILA seseorang menghadapi musibah, dia wajib menerima dengan berlapang
dada dan bersabar. Contohnya menghadapi kematian orang yang dikasihi,
kemalangan dan sakit. Ini adalah kerana musibah ialah ujian yang
meningkatkan iman iaitu jalan untuk menambahkan kebaikan pada diri seseorang
mukmin seperti sabda Rasulullah SAW yang bermaksud, "Sesiapa yang Allah
kehendaki kebaikan terhadapnya, Dia akan mengujinya dengan ditimpa musibah."
(Hadis riwayat Bukhari).

'Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un' iaitu merujuk kembali apa
pun musibah yang berlaku adalah kehendak dan ketentuan Allah SWT. 
Dari Ummu Salamah r.a., katanya dia mendengar Rasulullah SAW bersabda: "Tidak seorang pun di antara orang-orang muslim yang ditimpa musibah, lalu dibacanya apa
yang diperintahkan Allah: "Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un. Allahumma
ajurni fi musibati, wakhluf li khairan minha." (Sesungguhnya kita datang
dari Allah dan kepadanya kita kembali, Ya Allah berikanlah ganjaran kerana
musibah ini, berikanlah aku pengganti yang lebih baik daripadanya) nescaya
Allah SWT memberi ganjaran kepadanya kerana bencana tersebut dan
menggantikan kepadanya yang lebih baik daripadanya, Ummu Salamah berkata
lagi: "Semasa Abu Salamah meninggal dunia aku mengucapkan sepertimana yang
diperintahkan oleh Rasulullah SAW kepadaku, lalu Allah Taala menggantikan
kepadanya (Ummu Salamah) seorang yang lebih baik daripada Abu Salamah
(menjadi suaminya) iaitu Rasulullah SAW." (Hadis sahih riwayat Muslim)
Berdoa dan bertawakal kepada Allah SWT, semoga musibah yang menimpa 
menjadi titik tolak kepada kita untuk berubah ke arah lebih baik, lebih kuat
pergantungan kepada Allah SWT, lebih menjaga syariat, lebih berusaha
menuntut ilmu dan beramal untuk kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat.
Bersabarlah dan jangan mengeluh.

My SKT

SKT 2011 saya:

1. Januari

• hafal doa solat dhuha
• tunaikan solat dhuha except mmg x dapat
• start mengaji -tajwid
• tido mlm slps pkl 11.00 dan sebelum tidor plan utk esok
• tambah berat 41kg

            

apa aku nak jadi?

I watch a korean drama yesterday, dah lama tinggalkan, sekali tgk susahnya nk stop.

Tajuk citer tu Biscuit teacher and Candy Star..if i'm not mistaken la.

But, what attracted me adalah part where that teacher have got her dream to be a teacher, but than she think what type of teacher she will be?

What type of officer u want to be?

- a happy officer who like to come to work bcoz i'm enjoy my job

-i want to be someone usefull to others, my power and kedudukan will help me.

Perpaduan: 1 sekolah utk semua

Macam2 lah skrg ni kes pasal perpaduan kaum ni.. sometime rasa x mo amk peduli but sometime rs hangin jg..


Just i thought derg ni x leh pikir ke why kita jd camni..i mean sikap perkauman yg menebal di sesetengah org ni. Racist..yup it happen anywhere..


Utk capai perpaduan kita kenalah saling memahami..and utk memahami kena lah bergaul with 1 another..


I have wonderfull time during my school time di convent..pergaulan di antara pelbagai bangsa membuat kita memahami di antara 1 sama lain seterusnya membibitkan perasaan sayang-menyayangi.


But, I found out ada masalah besar bg those yg bersekolah di SJK especially Chinese school la..dah la x reti cakap melayu, terlalu racist and yg plg sakit ati derg ni x bercampur dgn bangsa len..membuatkan derg ni x faham about another race.... dah tu asyik nk complaint x puas hati aje..


Not all Malay are lazy..
Not all Chinese cheat
and Not All Indians drink..


most of all adalah sama..we need to struggle in our life.
u nk hidup pn sush,bes tu org len x susah..
stop pentingkan diri sendiri..know and learn about perlembagaan..
bcoz that the perjanjian yg telah dipersetujui bersama wtout paksaan..


So stop byk2 jenis sekolah..just adakan 1 jenis sekolah where all our children blh belajar, bermain dan hidup bersama-sama. Xyah la pisah2kan k...


end up.

Ingin Menaga

Saya adalah amat tertekan dengan situasi sekarang..rasa sgt2 tidak dihargai dan sentiasa diragui dan seperti x berguna..

Bengang tau..dan yg plg bengang adalah pd diri sendiri yg always look like a weak girl...tlgla be brave and fight back

---if x nak so let me go..sebab sy pon adalah sgt2 teringin utk pergi

---dan sy sgt sakit hati dgn org yg suke sceptical pd ur own staff..mcmana nk keje kalau mcm ni tn besar oooiiiii

---sy adalah xSUKA keje kat sini, tgal kat sini n everythg about sini...

---and this adalah kepiluan yg teramat saya..

---may Allah bless me always...i'm sad. :(

Salam RAMADHAN

Selamat menyambut puasa 1431 hijrah.
 first day puasa dah x dpt.
nway hari ni boleh berpuasa, syukur alhamdulillah dan semlm dpt g  terawih

k nk blk, till now bye

Don't care bout them

I dont care bout what u all want to say, al right x ske..so u blh bt apa..pls do coz ada i kisah.

hehehehehehhe

get rid of me faster or else u all jg yg ssh...me...i dont care

air mata yang menitis

Don't judge people because we don't know what in their head.

People have a limitation of knowledge, a different thinking and perspective in their life based on their experience that they have going through. So, please do not expect that every people will have same thinking like u.

Sometimes, we need to be cruel to the one that we loved, just because we want the best for her/him. Being me, it's not simple though, to face the reality that i can't give happiness to everybody that i love, one that i can do is to  choice the best of option when  i need to choose the solution  for myself that will effect the person/people that i luv . even though i't will make the person hurt and for me of course more.

i want every people that i luv happy, in hope i can share the happiness.

So, please do understand.

2-3 menjak ni..

B4 ni ada citer pasal jiwa yg sengal..nway last weekend during my visit ke rmh Cik Ha, tlh meminum air zam2.

And what happen.....

After that,pg esknyelah..rasa otak lebih sempurna daya pemikirannya.Bdn pon cam ringan sahaja..dan yg plg penting penumpuan dlm kehidupan pon mcm lbh jelas.
x tipuuuuu


Hopefully dapat berthn lama lah plus lps ni nk msk bln ramadhan kan...ooopss pose ada 3 hr lg x ganti ni.


till next post daa, 

molekul air zam-zam

word 4 today:
interim-intended to be used or accepted for a short time only, until somethg final can be made @ found
eg: interim report,interim payment

dEsiGn yg berubah...yeehaa

22.07.10-23.07.10
Hari yg penuh dgn meeting tp msih curi masa utk cantikkan blog ni.
Feel glad finally npk la cumeey sikit gonggoku blog ni.
For the future, the post will be more informative (either i take from my reading or base from my experince).

Ada beberapa mende nak citer tp dlm post setersnya k :)

sengal+getik

adakah sy sengal dan getik...?
how do i suppose to answer...
--hehehe for today yeah..but the sengal is more than getik & the important point i should remember, nobody here want to layan lu lah..heee :)sengal

please don't la...coz i hate hate hate and hate

Sy adalah tidak selesa dan rimas utk bergaul-gaulan dan berada di smping kelompok org2 yg sy x selesa. Bknlah sy x suka bermingle around, tetapi utk berda di kelompok org2 yg berkasta dan tidak dikenali adlh sgt2 menyesakkan. Napelah boss soh ak yg pergi ni..igt syok ke dok ngn wakil2 rakyat kejadah tu.....sengsara tau

anyway mau x mau tetap mesti mau..huhuhuh

How to make-up this blog!!!!

I think i lack of creativity to decorate this blog. As for now, the blog look dull and hrrrrrmmmm..
x pe2,wait till i got my laptop..habislah ak kijekan hahahhahhahahh

i do happy

I'm happy without no reason 2day. haha cam sengal, but i do.
There are few file on my table that i still not settle up. yeh the spirit to work hard sudah muncul..dan sy adalah sukee
and for now, i will do whatever i like to do..nk kata sy sengal pon i don't care as long as i maintain happy:)ngehhhh2
end for today.


happyHAPPYday from me;

Perlis...yeayy

How was ur day bunnies, mine adalah sesak n menyakitkan..so jom menenangkan jiwa dgn pikir mende yg best...:)
I want go to Perlis this weekend..yippiee.Where 2 go ya? Here are some list of interesting place located in Perlis
i. Gua Kelam : oh noo
ii. Wang Kelian Shopping Market : nooooo money to spend
iii. list below.. (huhu semput la nk membaco nyer, anyway..mcm x best jeee..huuu)

Kangar
Kangar is the capital of Perlis and the seat of government. It is located in the heart of the country’s “rice bowl” area and depending on the season, it is surrounded by lush green fields or golden yellow padi, ripe for harvesting. Although new buildings can be seen, Kangar retains much of its old world charm. Kangar is a small town with everything within walking distance. The major landmark of the town is the state mosque, Masjid Alwi.

Arau
The royal town of Arau is located 10km from Kangar, on the Peninsula’s main railway route extending northwards into Thailands. Of interest here is the imposing Istana Arau or Royal Palace, which boasts of classic architecture, and the Royal Mosque. Arau is the disembarkation point for visitors travelling by rail from Kuala Lumpur to Langkawi. From Arau, taxis to Kuala Perlis, the point of departure by ferry to Langkawi, are available.

Perlis State Park
The park provides the perfect setting for activities such as caving, bird watching, jungle trekking and hiking. Species of animals such as the Stumped-tail Macaque and plants like ginger, ferns and balsams endemic to the state are found here. Visitors can stay in hotels and chalets or camp at the designated site. Those intending to visit are required to obtain permission from the Perlis State Park Management.

Gua Kelam Recreational Park
Situated within Kaki Bukit town, the highlight of this park is Gua Kelam, a 370-meter limestone cave which is filled with interesting stalactite and stalagmite formations. This well-lit cave is believed to have been hollowed out from a limestone massif by an underground stream over many eons. Located nearby is Gua Kelam II which is suitable for more experienced cavers.

Gua Wang Burma
The Wang urma Cave has unique and challenging chambers and shelters a large population of insects, bats, toads and other cave inhabitants. It is located north near the Bukit China Granite and tucked between Gua Kelam and the Perlis State Park. Those intending to visit are required to obtain permission from the Perlis State Park management and engage the services of a ranger or qualified guide.

Kuala Perlis
The major ferry terminal for visitors departing for Langkawi is located at the mouth of the Perlis River. The major activity found here is fishing and many superb seafood restaurants can be found in this small fishing town.

Herb Garden
Adjacent to the Bukit Air Recreational Park, on 12ha of land is the Herb Garden. Opened in 1998, this ethno botanical museum now contains over 1,000 species of herbs, spices and other medicinal plants of local and foreign origin. Here, visitors can learn about their uses and how to care for such plants as well as purchase them.

Padang Besar
Located along the border, this bustling town is a shoppers’ paradise where one can choose from a wide variety of produce, handicrafts and clothing. It is also a major stopover along the rail route between Singapore, Malaysia and Thailand.

Chuping Sugar Cane Plantation
Named after Bukit Chuping, a limestone hill, the landscape here is dominated by 8,000ha of lush sugar cane plantations. The seemingly endless expanse of greenery is truly a sight to behold. Those intending to visit are required to obtain written permission from the Perlis sugar factory.

Snake and Reptile Farm
The farm was formerly a research facility set up to develop serums for snakebites. It has open air enclosures as well as closed exhibits and is home to over 20 species of snakes, crocodiles and monitor lizards.

Tasik Timah Tasoh
Lake Timah Tasoh is located along Sungai Korok, about 2.5km below the confluence of Sungai Timah and Sungai Tasoh. It is frequented by visitors who come to the lake to enjoy beautiful sunset views.

Tasik Melati (Melati Lake)
This picturesque man-made lake is the ideal place for boating and is favored as a picnic spot. It is also frequented by joggers as there’s a good jogging track with ample rest areas.

Royal Museum
The museum houses a collection of royal regalia such as headgears, Malay daggers, tiaras as well as swords which are used during royal ceremonies. Also highlighted here is the history of the Perlis Royal family. Those intending to visit are required to obtain permission from the Arau Palace officials.

Syed Alwi Mosque
This majestic 96 year-old mosque is also known as Masjid Alwi. It features Islamic and Malay architecture, and was once the Perlis State Mosque.

Harumanis Plantation
Come the month of May this 64.6ha plantation in the Bukit Bintang Agriculture Center will be flocked by mango lovers who come to purchase varieties of mangoes such as harumanis, mas indera, mas muda, chok anan and sala.

Kota Kayang Museum
The museum is situated close to what was historically a fortified area, which is marked by the mausoleums of two 16th century sultans of Kedah and the remnants of timbers that demarcated the burial sites. During the construction of the museum, several ancient artifacts dating back to at least 2,000 year old were discovered.

Dato’ Wan Ahmad’s House
A multi-stratum roof, beautiful woodcarvings and colorful panels adorn this charming wooden village house. This 70-year old structure once belongs to the late Dato’ Wan Ahmad.

Shopping, Dining and Entertainment
Travelers can shop for duty free items at Padang Besar or scour the local markets for interesting knick-knack and handicraft items. Alternatively, you can embark on a gastronomic adventure and sample local delicacies such as laksa perlis, a seafood noodle soup with rich, spicy and creamy fish gravy, ikan bakar or spicy grilled fish and Chinese seafood steamboat. The choice of eating places in Perlis range from hawker centers and air-conditioned restaurants to cafes and hotels, where western fare is also available.

damn pooling

it's just matter of time..but itulah yg menyakitkan hati n jiwa skrg ni.
Uncertainty..benci n sakit jiwa dgn ayat tu,igt seronok ke buat org tertggu2 mcm ni..
i'll be in perak, but far from my home n far from my friends..sedey sgt22
don't know what will be happened in the other few days, such a new thing..and i wonder either i can go through it smooyhly or not...
my hope, may Allah alwaz be with me

aku..

one of my aim for this year is to having a steady job either in gov or private sector.Alhamdullilah i got it (with doa fm my family n friends). Anyhow i've been post to SUK Perak and probably will be post again to any district (suspenkan ak sungguh).
Sometimes (maybe always) i feel like can i handle it...
ohhoohooo... don't want to think..